I wrote this a few days ago when it was bad. It's better now.
I am
zoned out in the cereal aisle stare mutter notice myself hope no one sees don't really care but shame
I am
here to buy bread plus peanut butter keep me alive the psychiatrist asked if I was eating not if I was cooking
I am
maybe I should eat an apple crunch nourish feel it yes but no no too many choices taste price food miles difficult can't
I am
OK for eggs I think
I am
holding it together not lying on the floor not crying not crying checkout not screaming not crying walk home not crying not crying not crying
I am
fine thanks just tired
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